Days~

have been long long time ago since my last update my blog and i remembered that once i have used this opening.....lol....

cos of some busy busy things happened around me

and have make me so busy busy busy until now...

just have some time to update my blog

after taking a bathe....

last 2 days i was driving my car to locate a seminar venue

which was some lesson that i have attended for 2 days and tomorrow will be the last...

i am really bad in the sense of looking for a place that i haven't been there before....

sometime i can't even remember how to go to a place that i went before....

so ....

it's quite nice to take out some time to driving in the city without much traffic jam...

ya...not much time ... just 2 hours...

haha~!!

and while i was driving along the street and i saw some funny funny sign~

and with a very quick speed i took out my cell-phone and opened up the camera cover...

and i took some photos...

just 2 actually...

haha.....

whao~old style supermarket that existed in the city...although i didn't think it's still running bussiness.....

i thought that MAYA was a 3D program that i learning now ?
selling clothes~?

and the last one was really a piece of picture that encourage me very much....
have a chance to attend his seminar and saw some of his studio artworks....
really appreciate this chance~
thanks so much for the talk and i will work hard for my future..
hope that i really can make it ~
to meet u in Hollywood~!

p/s : he is Jeff Barnes , co-founder and CEO of the CafeFx studio

Contrast ~?

Argh....living in city really not an easy stuff......
u know why ?
we work until so late.....
only we can go on our bed and sleep.....
we almost just fall asleep.....
and we waked up by the stupid car's horn............
haiz......
haven't get enough rest already being wake up by people....
sometimes.....really make me so dulan......

The Tiredness~~~

it's has been a while since my last uploading of my blog....

ya, recently have nothing special..still busying on my assignment..

although this semester should be a short sem.~ but for my major~

it extended~ haha..almost just like a long semester dy~ well.....

i am ok with it.....

just that keep on busying on assignments abit make me frastuated....
have to do it day and night..i guess when that time step into industry will be the same...
this time...as the title of this update....The Tiredness~~

hah....after i wake up this morning...a bit overslept......

still feel that very tired....

aiks....

still 3 more subjects to go....learn quite lots of stuff in this semester...wish that this happen for the next semester also....

actually learning is quite a happy things for me ....

to get new knowledge...know how things work......

with knowing some of the process......

knowing how animators and 3d modeller cheat audiences' eyes by some images..

it's amazing~!

but somehow...i am also one of the person being cheated......haha

it's my turn to cheat people ady.....

sometimes...i think that...with the skill and knowledge i have....

i can create a world in computer~ haha

well....what that means~?

Scenez~

Another bad day huh~
just when i drive from college back to my parents house......
things just happened......people park their car that manage to block the whole T-junction....
after i passed that....not until 100 meters then another car just stopped by in front of a shop~
which is middle of the road somemore...i wonder what's the problems of them.....
are they ok a?
well....i tell myself...really.....for next few years,when my car is about to "renew"....
i would give those stupid idiot driver a lesson,....
which is the location of the car u park at...will cost which part of ur car being damage...
seriously....

back to the case...i horned for a long time when i stopped behind the cb car.......
finally the driver came out...and ask me to just pusing pusing and just go....
really wtf her lar....
sibei stupid one ...~~i think her brain is at the wrong places...maybe at her ass...><"
blocking people's way and show the stupid dulan face to me...
don't make my crazy and really smack her using my steering lock....
haiz...there's always somebody like her outthere....selfish.....do things without using her brain...but i know lar, maybe she didn't have one...maybe her mother didn't gave her one...
ya... or she keep it inside the refrigerator....cos masia is too hot...scare of her brain being cooked under the sun~
haha.....
stupid idiot.
....$^&*@#$^@$%~!~!!!!

The Path~

have just came back from penang during last weekends trip~
cos of the deepavali that made another holiday for me ~
quite tired for the trip...have taken some photo by using my phone but too lazy to transfer it into pc and post it up here..~
recently have been working on my assignment ...
and today i bought myself an artbook that i quite like it~
can't said crazy for it ...but just feel like buying it and maybe cost me going into a poor situation..
i meant..ya,really poor....
one of my long jeans have broken...
realised there's a big hole on the right side below my pocket when i was wearing it after bathed.~
haiz...have to buy another one if not i have no enough jeans to wear ady..
what a sad case...some more recently buying lots of stuff and cost me really a lot of money....
haiz...BMW....burnt my wallet....

i still remembered that the artist of the artbook i just bought have given a talk in my present college last time...can't recall the actual date....
he said that...last time when he start his path as an artist...
he was poor....
sometimes, he need to decide whether to use the coin for food or taking a bus back to his house...
well.....that time i didn't really feel anything after listen to his words...
but now .....after browse through his artbook..he is quite a professional now......
his artworks were love by many people......
he didn't need to decide to buy food or paying the bas fee~i guess.~
and as a student ..... or phrase that use to call people like me still learning to be good......
we have a dream to become like him..earning money with our own profession....
but what if we didn't make it...
or for him...
what if one day people don't need him anymore...

hmm~maybe all i have to think now is how to let myself getting better.....
isn't it ?
it's all about the path we have choosen....
and we decide who are the choosen one~

Error~

Thursday...always be my holidays...

actually it's just a day for me to have some rest..~ and stay in home~ but usually i do some works on this day..my pc is too noob for games...even the network is slow~

what can i do...photoshop also crash...maya also not enough of memory....

all i can is just come here and post some images about the error i face while doing my work...

it lag....

it hang....

it restart....

it is my pc~

lol~

haiz~ have been thinking not to sleep that early...but i am tired now~

hmm.....so i think i should rest earlier tonight

mouth have been injured for days..

keep me awake....~

so pain so pain~

argh~

dunno what actually is on my mind~ it's too simple yet it's too complicated~

@.@

sleep sleep......good nite......

Something~

A day that i came back from college and i feel so tired but i don't feel like sleeping...
at first when i was on my way back to home i was thinking i wanted to have some rest...~
but after i reach home...i feel that there's still some energy remain so why don't i just do something before i sleep~ that that i can have a full rest later...
but somehow i didn't sleep after few hours and i still tired...haiz~
what i wanted to tell is that.....
there's something to keep me going on ~ lol...

just posted some recent artwork~ this is the one that i have shown to lecturer but based on his advice ....might do some refinement on it when i am free....ya...when i am really FREE~~~