Should I ?

The rhythm of life is getting stable now,
although it's still much to learn, but have get used to my job now.
nothing much for my life after working hour,
tv, dinner, books, maybe some tutorial if i still have energy after work.

But recently have been thinking about should I stay or leave.
Reason behind wasn't because of I want something different from this stable life.
Just that if there's a better chances out there, y shouldn't take the first step to explore more.
Should be better.
Or shouldn't it be?

People saying, life is all about making decision, problems solving.
And I think it's very true.
In order to get my problem solve, I have to make a decision.
But once I have choosen the decision that I think it simply doesn't suit me.
So mostly I have choose to leave this time.
And here lead to another problem.

When ?

Yup, this is a good question I thinking of personally.
Everything happen to have its own timing.
And is this the right timing to leave now?
Or should I stay ?

Have been planning all this stuff previously,
but after a conversation with my dad and some "news" that I heard,
maybe just 1 more month later would be good...
maybe not?
here's another decision to make.
hmm~

So in the end still should I and when ?